In my typical fashion..

I blog only to convey sadness.

Today, Loki died.

It seems I'm having bad luck.

心なんて 要らない

I have decided that it's useless to like people a lot, no matter what. If I feel like some one is a really good friend to me it makes me happy, but then I figure out they don't think I'm their friend so it's disappointing. The same is with 'love'. I like people too much and they don't ever like me back. I've asked myself "What's so important about love?" And I just don't know. Maybe people feel like they are complete when they're in love and have some one special to them..but I guess I should complete myself with other things. Love is not for me. Friends are not for me either I guess.

My friend is obsessed with a guy lately so she has been staying with me a lot. I guess I wouldn't mind if she stayed at my house to be my friend, but I think she just wants to stay here because it's closer to her boy friends house. It makes me sad. My friend Nikki moved in with her boyfriend a couple of weeks ago. I'm jealous of that.~

A King Has Died

Today, November 5th 2009, my precious Aniki has died.

I will miss her forever.