Thursday, May 31, 2012


Yosete wa kaesu nami
Kanarazu totsureru asa to yami
Subete wa meguri
Subete wa satte yuku

Anata no yasashisa de
Hohoka na kumori ni mitasarete mo
Shiawase na toki no
Nakatte furuete iru

Sore demo itsuka wa kitto
Yami ni hikari ga umare
Kanashimi no naka ni kitto
Hohoemi ga umareru hazu

Yasashisa to samishisa
Itsudemo tsui ni naratta kimochi
Subete wa meguri
Subete wa nagareteiku

Zutto issho ni iru to
Anata ga tsuyoku sasayaitemo
Watashi no kokoro wa
Shimetsuke naretteiru

Sore demo itsuka wa kitto
Yami ni hikari ga umare
Kanashimi no naka ni kitto
Hohoemi ga umareru hazu

Sore demo doko ka de kitto
Yami ni kokoro ga umare
Namida no naka ni kanarazu
Hontou ga umareru hazu

Anata wa kitto kaette kuru kara
Anata wa kitto kaette kuru kara

Thursday, May 17, 2012

crawling through the dark.

The world is ugly.
There is no beauty in anything, except that one day it will end.
One day every filthy human will be gone.
One day I will be gone too.
When I'm gone will anything matter?
Will it matter that I ever hurt?
That I ever breathed at all?
It is all dark.
Suffering is useless, and harboring feelings of despair is useless too.
It is easy to hurt and difficult to be strong.

I don't know what to do.
Dreams and hopes are all damned.
It is cruel for humans to be given brains capable of wants.
Why aren't we like the other animals who have no desires?

I must keep moving forward.
I will forget everything.