I had a good ish night, I thought.
I went to the bar with my betrayal friends and drank a bit!
Unfortunately I texted my very recent ex bf, and I said "I am so sorry." Because I feel sorry for making him feel miserable, even if he is insane. I received
"Hello, my princess, how are you,, we. Need to talk
<3 <3 <3 <3 i've felt really alone without you.
We need to talk. My mind has been racing.
I didn't me to go so fast. I have this feeling
like you are the one, and yet there is that time
we need to get to know eachother. I'm sorry
that I'm pouting all this out but I think you'll
understand where I was coming from.
Thanks for getting ahold of me. I would have
answered earlier, but I didn't get it in time. Thank you.
You sleep? Goodnight"
I told him we should be friends if anything and need more time to get to know each other.
But then I found out my MALE 'friend' had left my house and gone to my female 'friend's house for three hours. When we were walking home from the bar I told him he didn't need to walk me home, and she bring her home since she was acting mad. He insisted on coming anyway, and tried to hold my hand and hug me. Then when he left he went to her house for three hours. I want to be mean very badly, but I am forcing myself to be not so much mean.
But...if you really want to see her bad enough that you are going to go to her house for three hours after you get RID of me, then you really don't have to walk me home at all. I can handle myself and niceness is an unfair tease.
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